Present is BEST Past is WASTE & Future is at REST

Its been a long time I haven't written anything, so I just pulled my self to pour some of my thoughts on my blog. Hmmn what I doing now days ...I don't know may be I am just going with the flow or may be I m moving blindly..I don't know I just know that whatever it is I am rejoicing it. 

I don't know whether its right or wrong but this is what I am doing now days...simply enjoying myself, fulfilling some of my wishes that I always had...exploring new little thing about myself that even I did not know about myself before. Its feel good. 

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But somewhere I am finding that may be I am not fulfilling my responsibilities. May be I have become mean uff I seriously don't know what exactly the scenario is. I am doing things differently but m not getting anything in return but the way I have chosen this time is really very calming much better than the way I used to do things before. I can not comment right now over any of my actions as result is still awaiting. But I am doing, giving my effort to thing to my life  and I really believe it gonna pay me back . 

May be after very long time I am living in present living the current time enjoying what's going on instead of thinking what happened before and what will happen in future.

Sometimes its better to enjoy and live in present because past you can not change and future you are actually developing by living in present. So live the present to fullest and enjoy it..:)

For the sake of yourself

I don't know from where to start but sometimes you must take step for the sake of yourself, for your self respect, for you and only and only for you.

You do not want to react, you control yourself, you give abundance chance but everything has a limit, you try hard to not react but at some point you have to take step forward and do it for the sake of yourself. 

Because anyone can do injustice with you but you can not do injustice with yourself, you have to be fair with yourself, you have to respect yourself, after all you live for yourself.

You have a life and in your life only your rule will be apply, you are the "only" boss of your life.

For the sake of yourself

Sometimes silence seems to be immediate solution for the problem that's why we select silence over fight but not always "fight" is wrong, you should stand for yourself. Fight doesn't mean violence, you can fight your battle intellectually.

Do smart work, defeat the situation intellectually but fight back to every person every situation which makes you to feel inferior. Catch their weakness and beat as hard as you can on that. 

Stand up have faith and fight back until you win, not for her not for him do it "for the sake of yourself". 

EXPRESS Yourself FREELY

Express yourself freely......:)_my today's blog is on this topic only and I really mean it.

Express yourself freely 

This is d most beautiful way to live life. Expressing yourself without caring of being judged by others. when you express yourself people will make assumption according to their thinking....yes may be you will miss speculate by others but no issues, it really doesn't matter because you are what you are, you cant change yourself for anyone and why should you? you are having your life and you are having full freedom to live according to you only...no need to listen others....you know yourself best...and always believe in your instinct.......because your instinct can never guide you wrong.....just do it whatever you want to do...fuck to others and their typical congested thinking....let them live their live in their shit thinking only...you set yourself free....totally free...let your heart fly high...and let your heart do whatever it wants to do...express yourself...express it....don't hold within, just take it out....lets feel yourself...lets rejoice yourself...enjoy your thinking your wishes whatever god has made u...just rejoice it...live your life to fullest......celebrate being you....celebrate what god has made u.

Sparkling - from my personal diary : FOLLOWING A HOBBY IS NEW MEDITATION

Sparkling - from my personal diary : FOLLOWING A HOBBY IS NEW MEDITATION: Hiya world, after a very long time m again excited to write a post, this time I have discovered some new things.........From some past few ...

LET'S DECODE THIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE...................:)

What is life? Ask this question and you will get extremely different answer from different people.
If you ask me then in my opinion life is a mystery, really its a full pack mystery......you never know what it will unfolds next, sometimes it unfolds pleasant surprises and some times not so pleasant. But the key is to determine whether it is pleasant or not is your PERCEPTION.

I am not saying life is so easy but denying  that its hard.....you know that u never gonna guess what happens next  then why to worry, why to think whats going to be next........just take the life as it comes. Life is not in ur control but your perception is in ur control....and yes acceptance and moving on is the golden key to solve this mystery. If your life is not moving as you thought or unexpected thing are happening then first of all stop looking at others and for heaven sake stop comparing your life with others, I have done this before and believe me its of no use, it will only discourage you n make you feel like hell and you are nobody n of no use.......but that's definitely not true......as if any problem has come to your life that's mean you can tackle this problem, you have the capability to solve the problem....... in your tough phase understand yourself........go deep inside yourself....... know yourself what actually you want from life.....everyone has different expectation from life........1 thing that make 1 person happy doesn't necessarily make other 1 happy, so its just depend on the person's priority of life.

so guys next time when problem hit u.........don't look others look inside u.....try to understand hints that god is giving to u to solve your problem, spend more time with yourself, keep yourself closer to nature n believe me nature will solve your problem but u have to give it(nature) chance n keep your heart so free that u can understand what nature is trying to tell u............cheers

FOLLOWING A HOBBY IS NEW MEDITATION

Hiya world, after a very long time m again excited to write a post, this time I have discovered some new things.........From some past few days i was not feeling well psychologically, I was feeling like I was distracted, a little bit frustrated........ Uuh I don't know, in short I was not feeling all on my own and knew that this is time for meditation.

I don't meditate on regular basis, meditation for me is like energy drink ......when I do excessive exercise I need energy drink similarly when I excessively mess my life I need meditation :).

But this time story was something different I wasn't in mood of doing meditation actually I wasn't in mood of doing anything, I was just lying on my bed n was doing nothing..........after some boring time pass I saw my sketch book n started thinking like how passionately and regularly I sketched before...........its not like I don't like sketching anymore but now m not as passionate as I was earlier, so I thought its been 1 and half years while I last sketched, I should give a try...........next thing was I took my sketch book, pencil set and my ipod and started. While sketching I was hearing old melodious songs.

Initially I was just doing sketching but after sometime my mind was in peace, I was very focused and slowly  went to that state of mind where I was feeling like I m sitting all alone, nobody is around me like everything except me and my sketch book is got blurred. For the next 2 hours I didn't look around even didn't move my head..... I was soooo calm, my heart really slow down, I didn't had a single thought in my mind....I was feeling just like I feel while doing meditation. And after 2 hrs when I completed sketching I looked around.... it was all same as it was before 2 hrs but now I was feeling so different from what I was feeling before 2 hrs. I realized that I was in much more calmness.  U know "nothing really changes in this world, its our point of view that changes". Believe me change your point of view or u can say thinking and u will feel like u r in another world. Try this and tell me if u feel in same way as I felt.

Conclusion: Meditation doesn't mean u sit on mat, closing your eyes and then meditate, there are lots of other ways to do meditation............ you just need to do anything means anything that interest you with ur heart and u will be calm, happy and definitely a good person...........enjoy life to its fullest........cheers

 

Following is the sketch that I have made that day

A little FANTASY is better than a dull reality

Hiya world, Today in evening  I was just sitting in my balcony and sipping my favorite beverage tea and simultaneously enjoying outside view……not the glorious nature beauty but the beauty of world yep the “world” full of human being. Everyone was busy in fulfilling their responsibilities……men were going back to home from office & women were returning home after their daily marketing, in short everyone was busy ………………and there was third segment of world that’s right “kids”..…suddenly they grab my attention, they were free……I mean tension free, they were playing and were enjoying every rhythm of life. 

Every kid enjoy life in their own way……and then there was a kid standing all alone under a tree ………suddenly my eyes stopped at him………..no he was not isolated, he was deep in his own world…..I started observing him……..I found that the way he is looking at each n everything around him was so different than my way though we were in the same surrounding n both of us were enjoying our surroundings. Everything that I was enjoying was very materialistic or may be superficial……..but everything that he was enjoying was full of fantasy, curiosity, excitement  n very deep unlike mine……..that literally remind me my childhood, my vision to see world at that time……..cute :). 

We all live 2 parallel life in our childhood……..1 which is too realistic, surrounded with elders where everyone want to teach something to us, to make us realize that we are still too small to think all over alone n the another 1 which is full of fantasy, where everything seems as magical full of curiosity……..for e.g. I remember when I was kid n was instructed by my father to not to touch a particular almirah….…but whenever my  father was not present at home then me n my sibling had only 1 target “mission almirah”……my sibling could easily open that locked almirah with scissors……..n then wat we got! a brand new set of utensils, beautiful pens…..brand new decorative items which may have been there to gift it to somebody or i don’t know…………but 1 thing I know that everything was brand new…..n it felt like we got some treasure…..we touch them like we got treasure, play wid them hold them in princess style make our own story n do role play…all the thing that actually happen in this world was some kind of play for us at that time…..full of positivity, curiosity. A new cup piece at that time was like treasure n now just for having tea………uff so materialistic. Today when we get everything that we fantasize in childhood…..then we become dull, lifeless, boring…..nah, it should not be like this. I want to enjoy this hidden world the deep 1 that only an innocent kid can enjoy, I want to keep this innocence inside me forever n ever.

 M not saying that I want to live only in fantasy world………..but yes I don’t want to be too realistic, don’t want to live too materialistic life. Sometimes a little fantasy is better than a dull reality at-least it gives us a hope n when u have hope u think positive n when u think positive then life is definitely good……… believe me. so I wish that i can preserve this childish innocence n fantasy inside me even if m 60 or 80year old so that i can see the world d way i used to see in my childhood, the way which is so fresh, alive, living and deep........................cheers