hiya world........today m going to share my journey from 75kg to 46kg.........well here m not going to give u tips for loosing weight,u can find ample of weight loose tips, just goggle it...................here m talking of my psychological journey of loosing weight, from my psychological pain, shock, disappointments, inferiority, isolation, how stress cause my weight gain to confidence, happiness, smartness, & my most important macho attitude.
Initially I want to explain wat I was before my "75kg look". I was extremely energetic, fully sporty, very slim, highly active & totally self lover. when I was 16yrs old that was my best phase of my life, I enjoyed life to fullest, extremely happy yet mature, self respected, strict. I was very excited about my college life like any other teenager. I was desperately waiting to go to clg, to enjoy d freedom, to go for outing wid friends but things got bitter when actually my clg started.
My clg had high reputation but inside, that was the worst clg where professor talk disrespectfully to students, dean was the real dictator.....I was not used to it....that atmosphere cause me stress actually weight gain, unstoppable weight gain, though I was food lover but I was not the person who ate junk food regularly.......harder I tried to control weight more the weight gain resulted. That was the worst time of my life, I was disappointment, totally shattered after all my personality was my confidence......believe me or not but when u put on weight suddenly everything change. I was very famous as dancer & good speaker but in others opinion I was just an obese person who has some quality, in other word I was taken as for granted. I was not used to it, I can't be taken as for granted.
I thought m talented, intelligent, sharp minded & yes beautiful but my weight overshadow me. The biggest fact that I was not obese baby in my childhood...no one my family is obsessed then why the hell m 75kg, m not junk food addictive, m highly active not at all lazy then why?wats the reason, I cried, felt helpless, hopeless, most unlucky person in d world & then decided to get rid of extra kilos that overshadowed me, my life, my everything. Initially I wanted to go gym, wanted a trainer and a dietician who can help me, but my tight pharmacy study schedule didn't give me time for any of the above. Then I thought m a human being the most intelligent creature of god if I want to do anything I can do it, why should I need any gym, trainer, dietician.... After all who else can know my body better than myself & off-course m a pharmacy student i know how body works. Now I was on my mission..........................
My clg had high reputation but inside, that was the worst clg where professor talk disrespectfully to students, dean was the real dictator.....I was not used to it....that atmosphere cause me stress actually weight gain, unstoppable weight gain, though I was food lover but I was not the person who ate junk food regularly.......harder I tried to control weight more the weight gain resulted. That was the worst time of my life, I was disappointment, totally shattered after all my personality was my confidence......believe me or not but when u put on weight suddenly everything change. I was very famous as dancer & good speaker but in others opinion I was just an obese person who has some quality, in other word I was taken as for granted. I was not used to it, I can't be taken as for granted.
I thought m talented, intelligent, sharp minded & yes beautiful but my weight overshadow me. The biggest fact that I was not obese baby in my childhood...no one my family is obsessed then why the hell m 75kg, m not junk food addictive, m highly active not at all lazy then why?wats the reason, I cried, felt helpless, hopeless, most unlucky person in d world & then decided to get rid of extra kilos that overshadowed me, my life, my everything. Initially I wanted to go gym, wanted a trainer and a dietician who can help me, but my tight pharmacy study schedule didn't give me time for any of the above. Then I thought m a human being the most intelligent creature of god if I want to do anything I can do it, why should I need any gym, trainer, dietician.... After all who else can know my body better than myself & off-course m a pharmacy student i know how body works. Now I was on my mission..........................
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